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This is so spot on! It takes works to figure out what moves you, but the work is so worth it. I have come to realize that I love deep psychological studies which typically translates into super introspective, character driven novels... I am still unpacking why but it had a lot to do with how I grew up and generally being discouraged to express anything but positive emotions. So I like my books raw and my characters going THROUGH it.

I am also keeping a point of resisting the pressure of the publishing PR machine and remind myself that reading is such a life force for me and I have to do everything I can to protect that for my own sake.

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It is such hard work! For me a lot of this has been figuring out why I read outside of academia and teaching, and it took me a long time to discern why I read for myself and what I even like in books! I love your personal reflections here. There’s so much self discovery and healing that can come from reading. And yes to tuning out the PR machine! It is so so loud!!

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Oct 2Liked by Sara Hildreth

I read mostly to connect and build community. To be in conversation with the author (more abstract), other readers (directly) and the ideas themselves and their connection to the larger world.

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I love those reasons!! And I totally agree about being in conversation with the author—it’s abstract but it’s one of my favorite aspects of reading.

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I was originally a “comparative Literature in college. In my opinion reading books from certain times of history and genres provided me a clearer understanding of what was “really happening in those times in history” . Banning books is crazy, it warps the ability to see different perspectives and ultimately strangles the ability to understand everything about a topic.

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Sara, excellent article. I discovered you when someone else shared your work and I am glad I did. Your "Why" aligns closely to my own, which informs my writing on life and literature. Thanks for sharing this insightful look into your reading life.

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Thank you so much! I'm glad it resonated with you!

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This was oddly illuminating for me. I have been wondering why I bother reading for years and never understood it. But now it's like a light has come on!

I read for pragmatic, not emotional reasons. My reading is consistent when I'm working becuse I can read during a commute or at work. When I'm unemployed, I don't read. (Maybe this is a nervous system thing...).

Once I have a routine I read exclusively based on content/themes, and am a mood reader as today I want to read about cults but after a few books I want to transition to memoirs about unusual topics. Reddit is instrumental in helping me find books.

I literally read to gather more information or satisfy a specific intellectual curiosity.

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I love this! I'm so glad this helped something click for you. Reading to gather information and satisfy curiosity--those are such amazing reasons to read!! I also don't read for particularly emotional reasons and it took me a long time to figure that it because so many people do, which is also wonderful of course!

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Oct 3Liked by Sara Hildreth

This was perfect! I love yoga and I do it for personal 'expansion'...that is not isolated to the body but includes the mind and the heart. This is also why I read.

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This is so thought provoking Sara- and also, I feel like I now know you better as a reader! I just got back from a walk where I spent the entire time thinking about why I read:) I have to say, my first automatic response is and has always been to be entertained, but I also know I read because I'm hoping to become incredibly invested in characters. You've inspired me to dive deeper into my reasons and write more about why I read, thanks my friend!!

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I'm so glad this was thought-provoking for you!! I can't wait to learn more about why YOU read!

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Oct 2Liked by Sara Hildreth

this is such a great way to approach reading, and i love esp how u emphasize finding what makes reading important for YOU and that that can vary w other ppl, bc i think the current state of book discourse might be losing track of this a little. tysm for sharing this!!

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Yes I agree!! And it's very important to acknowledge that our reasons may be different from other people's. I'm glad you connected with this one!

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Clarifying the 'why' helps in so many aspects of life, and I love how you've applied it to your reading! I appreciate your specific examples here, as well as what you've discovered about your reading and yourself along the way. Pondering the 'why' before picking up a book, along with the 'what' after reading it (as in, perhaps, 'What did I gain from reading this?' or 'What am I taking away from this?'), is a powerful combo. Thank you for the thoughtful and thought-provoking post!

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So true! This can apply to so many things!

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Loved this! I liked the part where you use the "buzz words" from reviews people write to help you shape what the book may include. So you can read a negative review that says a book is "dense" and "weird" and see it as a possible contender for your next read. It's such a great way to figure out if a book is for you vs. a book that everyone dislikes.

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Yes! And I tend to like books that others dislike so this has been huge for me!

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Oct 2Liked by Sara Hildreth

This is such an interesting perspective. Many of my whys overlap with yours. I too love unlikable characters, and you perfectly described their appeal.

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I'm glad I'm not alone! I really love them!

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Oct 1Liked by Sara Hildreth

Thanks for sharing this! I feel similarly about taking new popular books.

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Oct 1Liked by Sara Hildreth

New goal: become the one who introduces you to SFF books that accomplish these things!!

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Yes please!

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Oct 1Liked by Sara Hildreth

Always here to help you find nonfiction to read…how’s that going btw 🤪

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I’m reading MAGICAL/REALISM!! The audio was too confusing though but I just got a physical copy so now I can continue 😂

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